ugh work

I LOVE TIJUANA!!!!!! just had to do it lol :D
oh and i close tonight making only 3 closers... of course on project runway night. im pissed

to paint or not to paint?

So it's been awhile since i've written anything but these past few weeks have been crazy for me. right now i'm people watching. there's an older couple... her hair is 80s but her outfit is cute, 2 women reading, a couple i can't see and then alex lol. What's up w/ him anyway? I need to crack him open. but that's another story lol. today my one class of the day got canceled so i'm going to try to be the good student and start my paper. shouldn't be too hard because no one is available to distract me right now. (right now being the operative words lol). I kinda wanna paint... maybe i'll bring my paint stuff down... i'd rather do that then write my paper. but waht would i paint? the panera cup infront of me has so many highlights i think it would be hard to capture in watercolor. people? never tried that.... i guess i'll figure it out. and whats w/ everyone being so moody lately? did i miss something?

anyway shoutout to my homie tijuana. oh how im going to miss you girl. I can tell you anything and sometimes you laugh other times you're prob. thinking to yourself is that girl really serious but no matter what you listen which is usually just what i want. im afraid that we wont see each other as much and i don't want to monopolize your time lol. but i'll be ok. at least until she leaves me for the hockey and maple syrup land. i spotted ben! why didn't he want to sit w/ me? are we not on that level yet? guess not. I really wanna paint now! i think i might do it. also why didn't allie say hi to me? im sad. does ben come before me now? who knows. and why do i have sat. off? also odd... should i go see stephen? i wish he lived closer.

alright. time to go paint or write or research. whatever.

I love natalie Dee!

old'n days

so why are the old'n days better?
are they like our childhood? good warm memories from the past?
how old are they?
I think they just remind us of what use to be
old friends
familiar places
The way we wish things could be again
well it's nice to travel back through the past again

Caveman

so i'm gonna keep this short sweet and to the point.
1. got a B+ on my naked lady collage!!!!! (happy dance)
2. got 2 of my pics in the photography show (extra happy dance)
3. didn't realize i had a quiz but hopefully she opens it back up
4. miss my bf
5. went to captains ball
6. read fun fairy tales
7. watched a bear moon walk
8. going to menchville friday
9. workin a lot tomorrow
10. portfolio reviews on thurs!

that's all i can think of right now lol

i just can't make sense of myself

lately im up and down. today moreso down but hopefully that will pick up tonight. so i still don't know if stephen is coming to see me and its driving me crazy. i don't wanna be alone this weekend :( and the fact that i don't know where i stand with matt is driving me crazy even though i thought i could just forget about it. my stupid brain won't let me. oh well. i gotta go hop in the shower and get rid of the stale bread smell. ugh i swear give me bleach anyday, a sweat sock idc just not the smell of panera. ughhhhh (shudders)

:) :) :) :)

So even though it's been a super long day, i've only had one meal, i froze my ass off in my teacher pants, i ran out of gas, im sleep deprived and i have really greasy hair right now i still have a smile on my face... wonder why. but im not complaining :)